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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius Jessica Gore23/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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A matter of Life and Death

One of my more "poet's words" sort of work. I like it just because of how I wrote it... like a conversation between me and my personal demons.

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Sinking Soon

Thu Jul 23, 2009, 12:51 AM
It's 4:30 in the morning. I can't sleep because my "brother" has gone out again and now he's calling my "parents". I've begun sleeping with a pocket knife under my pillow because I fear for my life. I wish I had a lock on my door, the way my dad does. I worry for my mother; she's the one who's going to get the little bastard. A man asked me today why I didn't own a gun; I told him that I didn't have an answer. It's sad when you have to arm yourself at bedtime not because you're scared of someone outside, but someone who's sleeping just down the hallway. Mother told me today that it was going to be me or him- that if he stayed here, that she would move me out, because she feared for me. I wonder if she means that. I wonder why they keep "helping" him; they only hurt him more by bringing him home. It's gone beyond crack, too. It seems more like meth now- he's so angry and mean. More like he was when he hurt my mother a long time ago that wasn't so long ago. I'm sick of living like this. sick of worrying about my safety, my mother's, my father's. That asshole has no care in the world for anyone. I need a haven, a sanctuary. there's got to be something better.

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the phones ring
  • Reading: the lines on my face
  • Watching: my life fall apart
  • Playing: with dark ideas
  • Eating: ashes
  • Drinking: smoke

deviantID

Wow, love the new layout. Hmm, what to say? I guess I'll start with the obvious: I'm 23, female, straight, single, never been married, love the outdoors, not looking for anything but inspiration (so bug off creepers). I've been writing open-ended stories since I was about ten, I guess. The rest you can ask about or figure out from my page.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: greenille, sc
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: medium
  • Print preference: none
  • Interests: Life and Living
  • Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland
  • Favourite band or musician: Delerium
  • Favourite genre of music: rock
  • Favourite artist: Nessah
  • Favourite poet or writer: Nessah
  • Favourite photographer: Nessah (narcistic shit!)
  • Favourite style of art: any and all
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Violet my Ipod
  • Shell of choice: Cowrie/ Mother of Pearl
  • Wallpaper of choice: paint
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: life
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: it changes too much
  • Personal Quote: If you llive in the past, you can never move forward.
  • Tools of the Trade: asperin, my imagination, the internet

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:iconlivesteel:
Dear Fellow Deviant,

As you have kindly faved my St George and the Dragon Cross design, I ask you to cast your vote for me again between now and June 12th at [link] This is for all the marbles.

The jury will make the final selection for the half-million-dollar commission taking into consideration the public preference, so make sure you have your say!

I very much appreciate your help in achieving this coveted award.

THANK YOU!
:iconnessah1986:
i voted! good luck!

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The only universal truth is that noone knows anything about universal truth.

Nothing exists but atoms and empty space. Everything else is opinion... Democritus

My room is a portal to hell and the demons keep stealing my socks
:iconnessah1986:
you're welcome! your work is fantastic! I really hope you win!!! you deserve it! great job once again!!! :)

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The only universal truth is that noone knows anything about universal truth.

Nothing exists but atoms and empty space. Everything else is opinion... Democritus

My room is a portal to hell and the demons keep stealing my socks
:icondil-chan:
thanks for the fav on Murty and Erry!

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"Daughters of Jeruselam, I charge you by the gazelles and by the does of the feild: Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires." (Song of Songs 2:7)

A proud member of the orchestra
:iconnessah1986:
ur welcome!

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The only universal truth is that noone knows anything about universal truth.

Nothing exists but atoms and empty space. Everything else is opinion... Democritus

My room is a portal to hell and the demons keep stealing my socks
:iconarogazia:
Thanx for the fav! =)

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:poke: SPLEEEEE!!!!
:iconnessah1986:
ur welcome!:D

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The only universal truth is that noone knows anything about universal truth.

Nothing exists but atoms and empty space. Everything else is opinion... Democritus

My room is a portal to hell and the demons keep stealing my socks
:iconnessah1986:
you're very welcome! :hug:

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The only universal truth is that noone knows anything about universal truth.

Nothing exists but atoms and empty space. Everything else is opinion... Democritus

My room is a portal to hell and the demons keep stealing my socks

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